haiz...

haiz haiz haiz...
why why why...

Night time

Alright, i have no time for bad mood also when i see their face of helpless...
i'm quite satisfy with the results... they sing quite ok tonight... at least they can complete a song liao...

"we owe yafu a big big ren qing", says chewseng and amy...
ok lah~ to me its ok de, as long as you really feel like that and not fake one...

frankly speaking, i never imagine they can improve so fast... this is a bit like miracle...
coz they are like from dunno how to sing, to can finish singing a song...
its not that easy, you know?
my efforts was not wasted... started on saturday and now is only monday(note that sunday no practice de)...

yesterday night i sleep at 4am wake up at 7am... really no energy... somemore very bad mood... haha~ ok lah, i think i should let it be and dun so sad and bad liao... once bitten twice shy... know liao enuf, i mean know the extend of other's willingness... alright... however, i should have expected that... coz she is not a normal person... aiks~ hard case, how would i wreck it juz becoz of some small matters... but since it is wrecked, forget about it... she want to do what let her be, she want to think what let her be... i juz see and offer help when only she needs it lo... if not, leave it lah... she indeed needs to grow up and standing on her own feet liao... if not she graduate also no use, nobody will employ her...

but my side ok no use, her side not ok also the same... isn't it? i get things over very fast de, especially to those i dun have deep relationship... she only believe to herself and she say de mah, "i dun trust you totally"... ok lo... she likes to trust other good ppl is her choice mah... i cant do anything also... a person who can never trust people totally... haha... nothing to say...

i was disappointed because i only know that she thinks that she no need help and all my past help is useless and needless de... coz she will do it herself... so i was like kena fool de feeling... however, girls are like that, isn't it? appreciate appreciate... my foot! say only... somemore one thing i bue tahan is she talk loud to me she can apologize to me, but i talk loud to her and apologize, she scolded me, "i dun need your apologize..." wah~ this is another shocked for me... haiz... i say you hurt me ler... she say, "oh sorry lo, if i hurt you or make you angry..." ok... its my fault to help, apologize and angry...

i finally understand... she can say whatever like dun care anything... good... our friendship means nothing... now only i know... damn sad... damn sad... you won't understand how sad i am... should say disappointed...

ok la, be a hi-bye friend lo... what else? no ler... now she dun even want to bye bye to me...
haiz... sad...

ok la... i need to cut song and go to sleep le... coz i am soooooooo tired...

once again, if YOU ARE READING THIS BLOG...

ME, FAN YA FU, SO SORRY IF I MAKE YOU TULAN OR ANGRY OR BO SONG... I LOUD, I NOT RIGHT, SO I APOLOGIZE... YOU DUN ACCEPT IS YOUR CHOICE... THAT'S ALL, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING... SORRY... ALL ALSO MY FAULT, SINCE THE FIRST DAY I KNOW YOU... AND PERHAPS YOU ALREADY DISLIKE ME FOR VERY LONG... SO SORRY TO MAKE YOU DISLIKE ALSO... ITS BEEN A HARD TIME FOR YOU... SORRY... THIS IS SINCERE ONE, BELIEVE OR NOT SUIT YOU... AND ALL I HELP I NEVER WANTED YOU TO REPAY ME... AND I TRY TO FULFILL WHATEVER OF YOUR WISH... THIS IS WHAT I CALL WILLINGNESS... THANKS... AND SORRY AGAIN...

午餐过后

午餐过后，我的 心情没有好转。。。
早上不应该打那篇的。。。
因为让我想起很多不开心，失望，伤心的。。。
结果心情跌到谷底。。。
我狠不得破口大骂。。。
但是我还是忍了下来。。。
我无法想象如果我骂他会是什么后果。。。

可怜的amy首当其冲（music club的）。。。
他无缘无故给我冷言冷语了几句。。。
因为他前两天最后一分钟来向我求救。。。

然而我还是答应了。。。

今天回去我还要指导他们唱歌。。。

不过其实我蛮喜欢这工作的。。。毕竟，唱歌是我的兴趣。。。

他打来跟我道歉解释清楚。。。

我也坦白告诉他我心情不好。。。

叫他不要介意。。。

总之今天心情肯定很坏。。。

希望我还忍得住，不会发火。。。

我真的太伤心了。。。

Monday Blue

Today is monday but i am so free in the office...
my boss is not here...
so, i can consider as no-government situation (wu zheng fu zhuang tai)~
haha...

last week is a bad week... haha~
i did a very very bad report due to my very very bad mood...
i can tell you if 10 is the full marks, i can only get 4 marks...
hard to believe? but its true...

today my mood is quite ok...
hmm...
hopefully beautiful rainbow appears after the rain...

i think i finally got some answer...
Confucius say,"wei nv zi yu xiao ren nan yang ye"
which means, girls and wicked ppl is very hard to stay with...
somoething like that la... i dunno how to translate into english... haha~
this is very true...
because they are nasty, leceh and si be a lot of tai chi...

basically, what they say/promise cannot be trusted.
people always say that guy's promises usually are false promises, but i dont think so...
in my life, i met so many girls...
almost all girls that i know never "REMEMBER" what they say...
then always make me kena...
they will mentally shut down when they want...
so, don't trust and treat it seriously...
NEVER...
coz in this world, everybody lies...
I trust people so many times and took it seriously...
but in the end hurt myself...
since form 1 i think already like this...
perhaps this is what i call retribution... wahaha~

however, so many times dy, i still will trust people...
and i still will continue to treat them good...
i think this is a bit stupid lah...
but i still will do it...
coz life is simple, not that complicated...
wanna trust then trust, wanna treat good then treat good...
what other do is their problem... not mine!

however, i am quite disappointed...
since form6 till now...
still the same problem...
perhaps all i met is little immature girls...
sometimes i hate them, sometimes i wont hate them coz i dun like the feeling of hating ppl...
but overall, i still will help them when they need my help...

a lot of f*ckers will say, "i never say i need your help!" after they received(dunno use what word) your help... then all the promises or whatsoever will disappear... haiz... they wont remember your good things, and will accuse whatever they wanted to accuse lah... and show you the "um ter um diu" face... knn... dunno why i always meet "wang en fu yi", "guo he chai qiao", heartless people... what the f*ck...

however, when i think back... ya la, since the first day ppl know you, she never say need your help also ah... when do assignment or whatever things, she din say, "yafu, can you help me"... when exam time, she also never say,"can you help me to improve bla bla bla"... she only say "thank you" after you help her(some dun even say thank you~however, say is say lah, thank in mouth, not in heart de ppl also a lot)... then hor, she never say, "help"... the word "help" also... so, the person who is stupid is me lah! ok, admit it... I AM STUPID AND SILLY... satisfy?

the feeling is like let ppl play... i think i need to play more ppl to balance my thinking and mental... if not, i will go crazy someday... ah wing is so shocked when she read my msg... she ask me, how can you hate someone so much... haha~ i can only say, perhaps this is not the first time lo... and perhaps this time is small case, but it makes me remember the big big big cases... which triggers me and make me feel so down and sad(makes me cry, seems serious ler)... hmmm... cheat more ppl better... since many people thinks that ppl who can talk is a cheater... so, why should i waste this TALENT?

sometimes, don't be silly lah... your expressions and eyes really will betray you... dun learn from my fren Dr. Yau, always cheat himself(zi qi qi ren)... i am so sick of looking to stupid faces... which makes me to remember some other sickening faces also...

People won't appreciate what you've done, don't waste your time...
thank you and sorry is like say for fun(this one i agree with that 'f*cker', the one i met during form6)... coz she also always say thank you and sorry to me last time... i teach her so many things and she only teach me this, but it's enough dy... i mean the lesson from her... the impact she gave me is great enough that almost destroy my life...
i say dy, i hate to listen... if u really thanked me, show me... dun juz say... if you really feel sorry, show it to me as well, dun juz say... at least you can show your care through sms or whatever during my birthday, christmas, valentine, everyday, anyday or whatever la... if you don't even do that, cut your craps... you dun even care for me! i hate it! knn, who also know how to say thank you and sorry... f*ck off lah~ never appreciate say never appreciate, dun keep cheating yourself and me as well and say until like you try very hard already! from what i see you treat other better lo... bias and stereotype... zi qi qi ren!!! somemore your sorry is valid and ppl must accept, then i say sorry will kena scold by you... i really speechless... what the hell inside your brain??

i know i am rude today... but without these words, i dun think there's other word which can express more better... juz to release my stress lah... talent night, working, friendship and moving house de stress... argh~ F*CK OFF LAH~!~!~!

P/S: THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I USE THE WORD F*CK IN MY BLOG... and also last time... juz too stress... however, quoted from www.cibailang.com ... f*ck means care... for example, i fun give a f*ck means i dun care...

alright... thats all for today... quite busy these few days...
but also good lah, if not busy, then other's have to suffer... coz perhaps they are sick of looking my face during lunch, dinner or whatever lah(i hate that face you show when i say bye bye, dun say you dun mind, your face shows you did mind and perhaps you are angry)... so i disappear perhaps they will happy a bit... i mean good for you... no need say thank you... i dun need your thank you...

p/s: sometimes i juz need ppl to think for me(wei wo zhao xiang)... at least once... is it really so hard? i dun understand if i can think for you so many times, why cant you think for me ONCE?

在乎

你在乎你做的事情吗？
如果你在乎，那么证明你注重这件事情或者有热诚。。。

你在乎你的家人吗？
如果你在乎，你就不会不理不睬，不管他们发生什么事情。。。

凡是需要认真的事情，都离不开“在乎”，也离不开情感。。。
这是简单的道理。。。
你在乎你妈，你跟他有情感。。。
你在乎你成绩，成绩很重要。。。
你在乎这件事，所以你开心／悲伤。。。

如果你真的不在乎。。。
你就不会不理不睬不说话。。。

如果你真的不生气。。。
你就不会连一句话都不肯说。。。

如果没有，你的样子就不会出现“有”的样子。。。
如果是真，你的样子就不会出现“假”的样子。。。

事情就是这么简单。。。
并没有想象中的复杂。。。
往往你认为简单的，最复杂的部分会是你自己。。。
往往你认为复杂的，最简单的部分会是你自己。。。

自欺欺人是没有用的。。。

基本上，你的情绪/情感有了起伏，你多少都在乎。。。
或许，差别只是在。。。
你在乎得多，还是在乎得少。。。


《灵感来自全柔武术冠军，Mr. Wetwet Heng》

Friday@office

Was too on fire last night...
Think back, actually nothing to fire...
Haiz...
Not nothing to fire, is fire also no use...
Since i shouldn't have put expectation on her...
She don't even have good problem handling skill...
Of coz she won't know what to do and how to make decision...
From past, she only know drag only... since its like that, then let it be lah...

Forget about it...
I always very easy to forgive and forget, as if really no principal in my life...
Everytime it's me who say sorry de...
Never mind lah, since so many times le... Don't lack this time also...
Hmm...

Old a lot, coz angry...
Never bear grudge or hatred until evening(from Bible)...
Ya, this is good one, i should follow...
I always remind myself...

Just don't be too serious then ok le lo...
How you treat me is how you treat me, how i treat you is how i treat you...
As long as i myself felt ok then ok liao... Don't bother so much...
i'm thinking of saying sorry to you seriuosly tomorrow...
like that day u also say sorry to me when ur words are harsh...
i dun mind whether i misunderstood or what...
since i say harsh words, then it's wrong dy...
misunderstood or not is another matter...

Thanks wing for listening me crapping and scold for nothing...
i just keep scold and you have to let me scold for nothing... haha~
Thanks...

Alright...
See ya!
Blog later lah...

Interview/Presentation

Today i was in the meeting room with the assessors and also the company's representatives who wanted to become our partner. Hmm... watching their presentation makes me feel sleepy... haha~

Alright, there's some point i need to point out... no matter its in the business world or studies lah... please take note on these things... as i feel it is really important!

1. Please understand everything including history and background of what you are presenting. How can you kick start something without comprehensive research?

2. Know how to defend your products your things, whatever you are presenting. Imagine if ppl wanna snatch your girlfriend away lah, would you defend it? if not, then i got nothing to say lo...

3. Please avoid using "i think so", "i guess so"... wth, your thing you don't know what for you come for presentation?

4. Try to have a better command in english and mandarin. No choice, world trend.

5. Have confidence. Walaueh, you dont even have confidence on your things? walau... really speechless...

6. Please be punctual. Quoted from an assessor, i dun think traffic jam is a good excuse in KL... I agree, since so important, reach early lah...

OK...
i wanna sleep liao... add some more if i remember next time...
take care... G9 everybody~

几封不懂要给谁的信

喂~
有时候我真的很讨厌你。。。
说你笨，你又不笨。。。
说你聪明，你又不聪明。。。
说我讨厌你，我有时又蛮喜欢你。。。
说我喜欢你，我有时又蛮讨厌你。。。
真的不明白，为什么一个人可以这样。。。
到底问题出在哪里？我真的找不到。。。
在你面前我只好认命。。。


喂~你还好吗？
我知道是我没良心。。。很多时候信息不回。。。
还有很多都没有理你。。。
似乎很受那天我做的决定影响。。。
可是我还是把你放在心上。。。
毕竟像你这样的朋友难找。。。
谢谢你给我的宽容与成熟。。。
我珍惜你的一切。。。


喂~你的生日哦。。。
是我不对。。。我知道我不好。。。
其实我们都不该回头看。。。
你说得很多都很队。。。
如果现在你在我身边，我应该很多事情都不必烦。。。
有你在，真的胜过了很多其他的一切。。。
谢谢你的体谅以及了解。。。
生日快乐。。。希望你早日遇见你命中注定的男人。。。


喂~你“效”啊~说你喜欢辩论？
你真的忘记了当初别人把你看成是最弱的事情？
你也不看看你的长辈/先人们是怎么样的。。。或者是你的队友。。。
他们很多都“太厉害”了。。。
我说啊，你真的是单纯。。。你也不过辩了一场较好的，三场的经验，你就说喜欢。。。神经病~
收回你这句话吧。。。不要浪费时间在什么鬼辩论上，好好读书更好。。。
相信我，投入和付出不一定带来好结果。。。
玩玩就好，过了就算。。。你加油吧。。。有什么就找我。。。
还是你乖。。。没有白疼你。。。

最近的句子

“反正他是不是你的女人，你都对他一样好~”

“明天是你的生日，我没有你的电话，因为在旧的号码。。。生日快乐。。。希望你能越来越好。。。越来越成功。。。不要像我这样。。。不能给你好榜样。。。”

“城市人先做后再想要不要谈恋爱，乡下人先谈恋爱再想要不要做。。。”

“爱情本来就包含了分手。。。”

“其实现在只有习惯，没有喜不喜欢。。。”

“就因为爱着一个人，所以才回到一个人。。。”

“花心的你，其实也是用心去爱每一个她。。。”

“我是一把开心门的钥匙，但是往往开了以后，住进去的都是别人。。。最可悲的是，锁头都会换掉，不让我再开。。。”

“我是一把专挡大雨的伞。。。但是在晴天，雨伞的主人就不记得我了。。。”

“忙碌三两天，得找了什么？由于你出现，因此我快乐。。。”

Youth Malaysia Exhibition 2008

Ya... I appear at this event for 3 days...
so tiring...

my Job in this 3 days...
1. Stand at the booth to explain to people what MIRC is and answer to their inquiries.
2. Become emcee for 5talks.
3. Help some other speakers in changing slides.
4. Set up booth, destroy booth, carry things.
5. chat with customers and also colleagues in other department in MCA.

My supervisor was sick, so no choice, i must be strong... haha~
Obviously you are not going to ask your CEO and COO to do work... So, you have to work... Luckily, i am not new to event management, emcee, explaining and etc...

Hmm... frankly speaking i am so tired... work for saturday and sunday! yet, now i am in the office(today is monday)... tired lah... somemore stand + walk + carry heavy things = my right knee pain till like hell... perhaps i should consider going for operation.... haiz...

I dont think this event is a success as it is not up to my expectation. Without MCA, i think this event will collapsed. Why? simply because i strongly feel that most of the participants and people are from MCA and coming for MCA events. I wonder how the organizer do their publicity. Can you imagine an event, 3 days, prizes more than RM300k, support from MCA, TM, Youth and Sports Ministry, 988, Tune can have participants less than 10k? Besides ppl participating in contest, there are really too few ppl who came for this event. I felt so disappointed. I couldn't understand WHY????!!!!

However, i get to know some friends there which makes it interesting. Top on the list is the debator from UM, world debate champion, asia debate champion. Her name is nice, call Ying3 Zi1. She looks comfortable, pretty and sharp. Sometimes, i really feel this society is cruel. (Hard to tell in English) She almost quarrel with me on the spot(I think so, coz i too arrogant~haha~). We stood there and chat for more than 1 hour i think. If i want to go back and debate, the first reason will be this girl. I want to see how good they are and i wish to beat them... (my stupid 'hao sheng xin' is so strong!) haha~ but hard lah... coz yee rui not around... and i just too lazy/no heart(she wanna shoot me in this area, haha~ = p)/no attitude(this one also she wanna shoot me~)... I love talking to her! Interesting! haha... I would rank this girl 9.5 out of 10... however, i think she hates me~ haha~ (i speak too much on things she dun like to listen) nowadays seldom see such type of girl le lo... she makes me remember a lot of memories... make me misses a lot of ppl...

ok la, dated joyce for lunch... now going lah~!~!~!
see ya...

working...

tired working...
and... i miss you...

Sometimes...

Sometimes i dunno how to talk to you...
Yes, it's my fault...
i did know that i am somehow and somewhat emotional sometimes...
but it has been a long time that i am not emo dy...
perhaps nowadays i listen too much Rene's song...
i am trying to feel her emo...
but frankly speaking, i am not angry... if you ask me got sad or not perhaps a little lo... haha~ who let ppl 'shout' will not sad de? haha...
perhaps we need more time and experience to 'xiang chu'... in fact, i've been trying hard last time until now... fortunately, now i feel that it is much more better compared to last time... But i hate ppl don't trust me...

Now i'm at office... Hmm...
later going to PWTC to set up the booth...
Have to move the things, working like A-du... haha~
Hmm... quite busy actually... but no choice...

frankly speaking i dont think that always saying jiayou or have confident got use... if you dont try to improve or do anything... or should i say, at least put all ur efforts and energy into what you indulge now... one should love his job and fully put whole hearted into it(like love/relationship is also like that)... sometimes ppl are blur on what they need to do and what to do... however, who doesn't? i myself also will blur and confuse and stupid and silly... but perhaps i manage to 'wake up' on time... so that i dont waste my efforts and a lot more other thing such as time and feelings... so... actually i am quite tired... i think i need a rest...

yesterday i promise yiching to call her... but forgotten and because i top up only at around 11.30pm... haha~ late liao, i think she should sleep liao... i miss her so much... we didn't talk for so long dy... my fren say, how can simple say miss to a person? yea, i agree. but if i say it, i meant it... missing is juz like think of him/her... nothing much... to me lah... haha~

ok lah, i need to start to work dy... a lot haven finish and i am head aching... i tell myself i dun do 9 to 5 work next time... being a subordinate is tiring... haha~ be my own boss better...

Good News?

Alright, this is the third day since the results were out... (sounds grammatically wrong eh~what kind of broken english)

I've got good news~ yeah~
All my groupmates got at least A- for their Brand Management!!!
Can i consider this as a good news? or miracle (because including keanjung)? haha~ whatever lah, as long as it achieves what i expect then good enough! haha~ "hopefully we can keep the good results till we graduate." (amy, 2008)

Now i am at the office... there's quite a lot of works to do today...
But i need to rest a while, cannot tahan...
haha~

I've been asked to be the emcee for the 5 talks organized by MIRC on this saturday and sunday... Wow, 2 of the talks will be on the main stage!!! Wah~ PWTC, first time that i will be standing on PWTC stage and talk... Scary ler... Frankly speaking, i will nervous lo... coz long time din become emcee dy... somemore ALONE... wah~ die! Not in mandarin but in english also a problem lah... But i think i can do it... haha~ juz prepare more...

Ok lah, i need to work liao...

Btw, remember to come and visit me at PWTC on 18-20 @ Youth Malaysia Exhibition 2008!!!
See you guys there~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~! A lot of activities, for sure you will like it!

Monday @ SS2

today ah...
today is monday lo...
now at SS2...
haha...

time spent here is nice...
results are out today... its very motivating and encouraging... haha~
i am so happy coz they all score very well...

18-20Jan 2008
remember to come PWTC Youth Malaysia Exhibition 2008 to visit me... haha~ there's a lot of activity... very happy de... wahaha~ i am so happy now...

Sms Content

My sms had been rejected because they say not attention cathing enough...
so i re-do, and here's the original and the new SMS...

Which SMS attracts you most?

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choose the one that you like~!~! haha~

1st time OT

Today me and jon work till 6.30pm...
Gosh~ haha~ i ask my sis, should i "jia ban"(OT)...
She say, "dun lah(she always OT de~ haha~), didi, its late and getting dark, go back earlier, if not dangerous..."

well it's true that its dangerous... haha~
i agree, KL is a place that makes ppl feel insecure... most of the place! even in house you will feel insecure(eg. living at Setapak/Sec17)...

we are getting busier and more stressful coz we are getting more jobs... and well, the feeling of work being rejected is worst... haha~ but, for sure will reject de lah... do more times lo~

Today i'm dealing with calling to SMEs who apply for the e-Enablement program, research on problems faced by SMEs in Malaysia, Draft SMS for SMS marketing usage... Haha~ Quite busy also... especially research, have to read a lot of things!!! Journals, articles, from internet... Journals makes me headache most! Haiz...

I feel the pressure...
Aiks~

Hmm... I will be involving in Youth Malaysia Exhibition 2008 at PWTC on 18-20Jan... It's a nice programme and i encourage you all to go!! Really!!

Alright , I still got journals haven read and email haven reply and write...
See ya~

P/S: pray for me as i am going to move(my seat) to MIRC office... All girls only me boy... Scary... WuWu~!~! T.T

Tuesday Morning

i'm now at the office with jonathan...
currently 8.37am...
Ah~~~~

ya, we always reach the office early...
I really takut squeezing inside LRT...
Today i will be having a whole day job of doing research on problems faced by SMEs...
So, I think today will be an easy day! haha...
easy to pass, not easy to do... coz got lots of work mah...

Yesterday night I didn't eat...
Why?
It is all because of... SICK...
I was "frozen" by the air cond here...
and even when i reach home, I haven de-froze... imagine, 40mins still haven de-froze...
so cold...
and immediately when i reach home, i change my clothes(not including pants), took 2 panadol and hide in the blanket to de-froze... my oh my... so cold...

I woke up at 10pm... wanted to go out limteh and have dinner...
but really too weak... haha~ so paiseh, have to "aeroplane" KC, chew ming and seng kuan... haha~ it was disastrous... i online and chat a while before sleep lo, around 12am... (coz struggling whether want to go limteh or not)... took 2 more panadol before sleep...
wah~ this is one of the most unforgettable things happened in my life... too cold, too cold...

hopefully it wont be so cold today... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE... If not i think i have to change a seat le... too cold, too cold...

ok la, already 8.46am.... have to prepare to work le...

P/S: now only me, jon and fuikoon the IT girl reach office...
wah~~~~~~~~

吃醋。。。

Yafu's Dictionary:

Eat Vinegar: means you feel soury in heart and something like bo song when other ppl playing with the things you like~!~!

Eg: Ah Keat eat vinegar when he saw Ah Jung talking to Ah Bren...
Ah Jung eat vinegar when he saw Ah Keat talking to Ah Miao...
Ah Fu eat vinegar whenever he listen to somebody's name mention by somebody...

我很厉害吃醋。。。
最近感觉很严重。。。
不懂在搞什么鬼。。。
那么多吃醋的感觉。。。
哈哈~

大概又开始发hiau了。。。

Saturday Noon

Yesterday i was given a job...
to plan the avtivities in year 2008 for MIRC...
this is really a challenging and nice job...
People there all treat me very well...
Haha~!~!~!

My supervisor, Alice, is not giving me pressure...
In fact, i am giving myself pressure...
jus hope that everything will be fine...
actually i got quite a lot of things to do...
I hope i can do well...

Nowadays finding house... haiz...
so sien...
I hope that i can manage to find house...

I am thinking of some friends...
Don't know, i just miss them so much...
Sometimes, I am really bad, coz i seldom reply message...
my handphone is not in good codition...
makes me feel like don't want to reply...
somemore i lost all my contact(my hp spoilt)...
especially i need to say sorry to yiching...
coz she will forward and sms me sometimes... but i really seldom reply...
i always remember you and i can memorize ur number de...

nowadays quite busy, dont like to use handphone also...
haiz...
hopefully everything will be ok...

i must do something today and tomorrow...
a lot of things haven do...

Beyond Imagination...

I think GOD really listened to my prayer...
haha~
HE grant my wish...

Guess what?
I got a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot of work...
This is beyond imagination...
Coz my working scope is WIDE and almost everything!!!

I am a trainee... Intern... but you see what i am doing... I should consider myself lucky! I got so many things to do...

1. Handling Press Releases(today i just read the press release collection since the establishment of the organization), I need to write both mandarin and english press releases...

2. Event Management (18-20Jan, I will be participating in this event!)

3. Media Monitoring (Everyday, every morning I will be doing this! Read all newspaper and cut~!~!)

4. Event Planning (Think for some attractive and special event for this year!)

5. Media Coordination (Contact media when there's press conference and etc.)

6. Annual Report (Annual Report of MIRC 2007-2008, think and contribute)

7. Project e-meeting and e-enablement (Contact the SMEs and also the "judge" and arrange them to meet, after 20 Jan if not mistaken)

8. Translation (Press Releases or whatsoever gua... )

9. I can't remember, but the above mentioned is enough for me to do...

In conclusion, I think I am fully BOOKED for the rest of the 3 months...
Perhaps this is really a good choice for me to enter this organization... Better than nothing to do~!~!~!~!~!

My endless job, here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woohoo~

GOD bless me!!!
Plz plz plz don't get sick~!~!
Amen...


P/S: I got only a few colleagues, but all leng lui~~~ wahahahahaha~!~!~!

Can't Sleep...

Why cant sleep?
because tomorrow morning i will be starting my Industrial Attachment at MIRC...

what is the feeling?
I juz dunno why i am so nervous and excited...
perhaps this is the day i waited for sooo long...
I don't know...

However, this is a good start in year 2008...
Yeah~
I think working at MIRC would be nice...

I hope to get lots of job... Just hope...
Perhaps i got a bit workaholic...
Crazy me...

I've been having imsomnia for a few weeks...
Just can't sleep...
perhaps i have too much things to think...
I juz hope everything will be fine in 2008...
May GOD bless me...

2008第一篇竟然是你

刚从the curve回来。。。
拥挤的人群，空虚的心灵，倒数的狂欢。。。
我一直以为我会写下特别的纪录。。。
就是和kj，sueleng和 joyce一起出去的愉快事情。。。
但是，这一切在烟花燃放的那一刻，全变了。。。

“你对我说的话。。。
我从来没有忘过。。。”
“你不在，高兴还是悲哀，你都不在。。。
我受了伤才偷偷好起来。。。”

最近都在唱这两首歌曲。。。
可能是巧合，可能是劫数，可能是注定。。。

wooo~ wah~~ ah~~~
狂欢的声音淹没了整个广场。。。
the curve满满都是人。。。
倒数后，烟花开始燃放。。。
我走在joyce后面。。。
突然，我看见你走向我。。。牵着一个男人的手。。。

我定了定神，这不是你。。。
因为。。。他只是长得像你。。。

2007年12月31日到2008年1月1日的人群里，我发现你。。。
我知道那只是长得像你但不是你的你。。。
可我依然渴望那是你。。。
我肯定那不是你的时候。。。
其实是我奢侈的想多望了那个你一眼。。。

我就这样望着你过了一年。。。
我就这样看着你过了一年。。。
我就这样想着你过了一年。。。

上天真的开玩笑。。。
为什么在这么开心的日子。。。
这么有意义的日子。。。让我再次遇见你。。。

我好想念你。。。
我拿出手机。。。
凭记忆，按下熟悉却陌生的号码。。。
我以为我忘了。。。
但是电话坏了，也阻止不了我脑袋记忆这组号码。。。

别走好吗。。。
给我一次机会好吗。。。
不。。。这一切都已经结束。。。
美好的2008来临了。。。

你。。。好好保重。。。
我收到你的祝福了。。。
谢谢你。。。

至少这次。。。
你不狠。。。