Sometimes...

Sometimes i dunno how to talk to you...
Yes, it's my fault...
i did know that i am somehow and somewhat emotional sometimes...
but it has been a long time that i am not emo dy...
perhaps nowadays i listen too much Rene's song...
i am trying to feel her emo...
but frankly speaking, i am not angry... if you ask me got sad or not perhaps a little lo... haha~ who let ppl 'shout' will not sad de? haha...
perhaps we need more time and experience to 'xiang chu'... in fact, i've been trying hard last time until now... fortunately, now i feel that it is much more better compared to last time... But i hate ppl don't trust me...

Now i'm at office... Hmm...
later going to PWTC to set up the booth...
Have to move the things, working like A-du... haha~
Hmm... quite busy actually... but no choice...

frankly speaking i dont think that always saying jiayou or have confident got use... if you dont try to improve or do anything... or should i say, at least put all ur efforts and energy into what you indulge now... one should love his job and fully put whole hearted into it(like love/relationship is also like that)... sometimes ppl are blur on what they need to do and what to do... however, who doesn't? i myself also will blur and confuse and stupid and silly... but perhaps i manage to 'wake up' on time... so that i dont waste my efforts and a lot more other thing such as time and feelings... so... actually i am quite tired... i think i need a rest...

yesterday i promise yiching to call her... but forgotten and because i top up only at around 11.30pm... haha~ late liao, i think she should sleep liao... i miss her so much... we didn't talk for so long dy... my fren say, how can simple say miss to a person? yea, i agree. but if i say it, i meant it... missing is juz like think of him/her... nothing much... to me lah... haha~

ok lah, i need to start to work dy... a lot haven finish and i am head aching... i tell myself i dun do 9 to 5 work next time... being a subordinate is tiring... haha~ be my own boss better...