Sunday, March 30, 2008
"Because you are not somebody now!"
I saw my parents and relatives... Hmmm...
I remember one poem while i was walking to the LRT Station on Friday...
well, mention this poem juz becoz it suits the situation...
You're always right, You're never wrong, You're always the best...
You have no friends coz in your dictionary there's no such words as "friends"~
Making use of friends is normal... Becoz that's what you've learned in this society...
You never treat others as human... Don't try to deny it!
F**king girls is a should as they are willing to let you shoot at that time(for the porn movie of his, you may find me, i'll ask someone to send it over to you)...
This is your philosophy, this is how you live in this word~
You've used BETRAYAL, LIES and BACKSTABBING as your weapon...
And when others discover it, you will use your ulti which is FORGETFUL, DENYING and ACTING INNOCENT~
Khairy, you are such a jerk!
Don't think that you are UpNo Puteri then ppl scare you...
Nah~ Dirty ppl with dirty tricks!
You will lose in election next time~
Madam Tay passed away this afternoon...
It was such a shocking news to me... Haiz...
She remembers me always... I feel so so sad...
I believe we will meet one day...
Sorry, if I have disappointed you...
I will do what I've learned from you and I will do what I should do...
Take care in heaven...
I hope this person will understand and knows every single TRUTH...
This is what I'm thinking now...
You know me, isn't it? I thought you always will think a lot carefully and with understanding... This time is different, coz we are facing a Level 25 Hero with Butterfly, Basher, Radiance and Divine rapier... Coz even me myself, I also not his fight...
However, if its fated, I can do nothing...
I have to move on...
"You already did what you can do!"
Yes... I think so... However I still will...
Hopefully everything will be alright very soon...
My dear friends ah, you all quick quick come KL study lah~ All choose UM, then i can go find you all... You all owe me anything? If so, I believe you all can do me a big big favor this time!
Oh ya, I've received a call from a famous debate school that I've heard for quite a long time...
I don't know why they know me and how they get my phone number...
However, I'm happy to get invitation...
Haha... I was wondering if Muar CHHS's teacher Ms Mei Fen know, will she vomit blood... haha~
Ok... Next on my list is the upcoming event...
I received an order from Mr Johnny that I'll be organizing an event in school very soon...
I think I need a lot of ppl to help me, any volunteer?
haha~ feel free to contact me lah...
I really need you help!
I think this is my first time, and perhaps the last time...
However, I juz hope that my uni life can have some special memories...
That's all i think...
Take care everyone...
Friday, March 28, 2008
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
现象 幻象 白痴的思想
伸手 啊 伸出了双手
撕碎 打烂 你那自以为是的模样
YOU GOTTA GET AWAY
YOU GOTTA GET AWAY
NEVER GONNA BE THE SAME
YOU GOTTA GET AWAY
YOU GOTTA GET AWAY
NEVER GONNA BE THE SAME
Monday, March 24, 2008
Friday, March 21, 2008
11。用你的真心、诚意、知识与经验来换一个朋友，是行不通的！因为世界上没有这么好的事情！This is the world！男人女人都一样。。。
22。这世界上没有人是不知道什么是政治、哲学、经济、做善事、做坏事、说服人等等一切的一切。。。因为这些东西你都会在生活中找到。。。你会了，只是你不懂得名称；你做了，只是你不觉得你做了！因为你不去了解，不去明白，你不会知道你在干嘛。。。这就是人类。。。你可以选择去知道，也可以选择不要去知道。。。就像persuasion课本里面说的“Tell you theories here is just to let you be clear. Even if you don't learn the theories here, that doesn't means you don't know these things!”(告诉你道理与理论只是要让你清楚明白。就算你不读这些道理与理论，但也并不代表你不会这些东西！)
There's a subject's name is this in this world, and you can only get this subject at one University...
Why there's this subject?
Because according to studies, these 3 things is the things that makes this world functioning...
stop here, got interruption...
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
what did i did today?
besides celebrating gillian's birthday...
let me think...
meeting in the morning, then backdrop design soft copy, call syuen get quotation again, sms marketing content, online registration form, what else i cant remember...
really old liao...
survey haven finish, evaluation form still half way also haven reach... walaueh...
juz now got some interruption...
i've forgotten again liao...
really old liao...
if not all come together, i will become very pening~
Today meeting with MDeC, Cisco and in2u(i really like the founder of in2u lo, i felt she is a very nice woman, haha~ dunno why, feel like very friendly and sincere)...
Besides that, do telee-survey...
this one really !@#$%^&*()+_)(*&^%$#@, but can kill my time... (have to continue tomorrow)
Then ACCORDING TO THE TASK LIST, I do the evaluation form analysis...
This is i really tio-bomb lo...
wah... dun say liao...
Well, I have to say that I got nothing to do liao besides these things(but 100 survey form, 50 SME and 50 ICT SME company, and the participant evaluation feedback form is for more than 200participants with 10 talks and each talk evaluate in 5 categories... so, you can imagine...)... Luckily yy is here... I think most of the thing is passed to her dy... I really have no idea what should i do for the Funding Forum and Ipoh Roadshow and e-SME program... Coz letters job is all in YY's hand... perhaps i should go and 'grab' some to do... I dunno lo... Don't say i no job do lo... I really no idea, coz these also haven finish and i suppose yy doing all those basic things... I dunno ahh... But tomolo i will try to do some other thing...
ok, that's all for today... yes...
5.30pm, i leave, i won't stay this time... coz i really dun understand...
but tomorrow i still have to continue...
What's next on the topic?
Oh ya, today me and chenfui go work together, coz my tyre puncture... haha~ dunno when puncture de also... and today i not so sick liao lo... happy... recover...
today ah... i dunno lah...
for these few weeks, no good sleep, no good eat, hair keep falling, sick... in conclusion, bad...
whenever these happens, i know, i am berry vex liao...
GOD bless me, bless me so that i don't met any xiao ren...
btw, today i receive something from tickle.com, and since i so vex... i did the survey...
you all see accurate or not ya...
The Hierophant exerted a significant impact on your past. This means that at some point in your past, you put the needs of someone else before your own. You may have done this out of respect, because you sought approval, or because you value the good of the group over your own individual inclinations. Your actions at this time, and the reactions it elicited from others, brought you to the point you're at today.
The Hierophant is the sixth 6 in the Major Arcana. He blesses the two priests who are kneeling at his feet. Between the priests are a pair of crossed keys, signaling the unity of heaven and earth. In his clothing, each color is highly symbolic: a red robe representing the kingdom of earth, the white trim for purity, and his gold triple crown representing the kingdom of heaven. This card symbolizes tradition and the pressure to conform. The Hierophant is the educator, seeking to communicate a common religious or philosophical viewpoint in a common language that all people can understand. The Hierophant also rules marriage, public education, and traditional medicine. He signifies the need for approval, as well as the need for social values.
This card may have affected the overall tenor of your life, or just a particular area. Following are a few possibilities for how you experienced these influences in your past:
- You may have made sacrifices — such as working for the family business, babysitting siblings, or giving up social time to spend time at home — for the good of your family.
- In your social life, you may have given up some of your individual preferences and desires in order to get along with others.
- You may have been in a romantic relationship that required you to make a sacrifice, either for your partner's well-being or in order to achieve the approval of those outside the relationship.
Your future, as it currently stands, is represented by the third card you chose. The Emperor is the card of logic and reasoning. At some point soon, you may be faced with a challenge that forces you to develop your leadership and problem-solving skills. Allow clear emotions to inform your reasoning, and seek the counsel of a wise authority figure. When an opportunity presents itself, trust that the skills you'll build, while hard-won, will be for your greatest good.
The Emperor is the fifth card to appear in the Major Arcana, and stands for authority and leadership. In this card he sits on his throne, holding the ancient Egyptian ankh in one hand, symbolizing wisdom. In the other hand sits the globe of dominion, suggesting his power. He is wearing a suit of armor and is flanked by rugged mountains, symbolizing strength. The Emperor is the Earth Father, representing logic and clear reasoning, as well as your paternal instincts. This card is can be a sign that you may need to seek counsel from someone wise, or that you need to deal with an authority figure in your life.
More than any other step of life's journey, this card represents the lessons you must learn and the experiences in store for you in your upcoming karmic destiny. This may impact you in any number of ways, including:
- A challenge in your love life that will require you to develop creative solutions.
- A project or job that you'll be able to take the lead on and as well as provide direction for others.
- Seeking advice from a family member who has the wisdom needed to teach you the skills necessary to take advantage of an opportunity.
sleep la, good night...
Monday, March 17, 2008
is time to end ur single life
everythg wont dat complicated d
(I understand what you mean)
(what you trying to say ism as long as i am not single)
(then i can concern others as i wish, coz i got gf le mah~)
(others wont misunderstood lo~)
clever ppl realli clever ppl
nonid explain more
(not that i never think before)
(but i think no appropriate candidate?)
(and i think my gf sure very kesian one...)
wont 1 la
jz less ur emo level
tat will be alrite
u wan to find sum1 who noe wat u thinking
sum1 who wont botherin u
u got many ppl share wiv ur stuff d
so wat u wan is not jz a companion
yeah yeah... i agree...
i once said before i like clever girls...
i once said i juz need a companion...
i once said i...
who wants to apply for the job vacancy of becoming my girlfriend?
Today i really become berry sick...
sick sick sick...
however, when you are sick, you can actually know which friend is really concerning and care for you...
Thanks ah seng for accompanying me today... haha~
sometimes many ppl like to call their friends "brother", but for me, this word is banned.
Why? simply because a lot of ppl juz say "brother brother" for fun! when you are in trouble, they will forget you! They won't even help you when you are in trouble and he actually can help! Haha~
This is the so-called-brother lah...
Cut the crap la!
If you are really my brother, you should do what a brother should do! Not juz use your mouth to say... This is pure and white society, not complicated and black society... Wahaha~ Perhaps like xl told me, "this kind of ppl how can trust one?"... true indeed... hahahahaha~
ok~ i want to rest liao... see ya...
Sunday, March 16, 2008
when we are small, we dun like to let our parents to ask where we went to, who we go out with, what we do. We always think that this is a type of interfering our life. However, when we started to grow up, we will understand that this is actually the way they show us their care and love.
1. Where you go?
This is because they hope that you are safe and always go to the safer place! Especially in KL, a lot of place is dangerous!
2. Who you go with?
This is to ensure if after 12am or whatever happens, they will know who to find! And this is to also ensure that you never mix with any bad company!
3. Have you had your lunch/dinner?
This is to ensure that you had your meals. Because you may be too busy or forgotten to eat. Gastritis ahh, or whatever lah~ anyway, not good to your health!
4. What are you doing?
This is just to update your status lah... Perhaps can provide you some advice ler... Simple as that...
Care for you
Actually its very simple
Really simple as ABC
Everyday and anywhere
so, everyone can care your family and friends... its very simple, juz tekan your hp, "how are you?" haha~ berry easy ler...
my mum always call and nag me... no~ care me~ hahaha...
"i'm juz kidding..."
"i know you are not kidding..."
"what makes you think that i am not kidding?"
"i already know you for 4 years..."
"haha~ what a good answer..."
this is a short conversation today with a friend that i care and cares for me as well when im actually dota-ing with sengkwan and chewming!
so fast hor... 4 years liao... i thought it is juz only 3years?
haha~ dont bother lah... as long as you know me, understand me, then ok liao lah...
We are not like kids le lo...
communication and friendship takes time...
thanks for understanding me...
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Meme from Eileen~ Since she reminded me that she tagged me, so i will play this meme...
1. When you look into the mirror…
I will either a) be thinking that i am actually not bad b) be thinking that i am actually not good also or c) be thinking of a chinese proverb... haha~
2. When did you last saw someone picking their nose?
No idea at all lah~!~!~!~!
3. What are you doing now?
4. What would be the best birthday present?
I think lah, erm... Last birthday got more than 100people sms + friendster + call me... I hope this year more than this number... And any present will do, coz as long as you got buy, you got sincerity lah... No nonsense lah... I had enough of it...
5. Who do you think it hot right this moment?
I totally think the person would be Tony Pua Kiam Wee... you can't say you don't know this guy... Coz if you don't know means you are... Out le lah...
6. Who annoyed you recently?
Someone in my office??? Some not biadap blogger? Perhaps lah... but ok lah... Nobody annoyed me as all of my girl friendssssss got good results in their SPM and STPM... and somemore another one coming to KL to have industrial taining!
7. Where did you meet your loved one? If you have yet to find, where do you plan to meet him/her?
Which loved one? I don't know how to answer... I have no plan at all... Just hope that we can i love you, you love me, full heartedly... Then can liao... So, no comment~
8. How will you use this meme for the benefit of mankind?
I tag somebody like eileen tag me lo~ tag... Jonathan, ChenFui, Amy, Shiying, Joyce!
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
people who know me long, like you... knows that i am very berry emo de...
another 2 person who knows that i am very berry emo has juz got their results for STPM today~
walaueh, so good... unlike mine... haha~ but this is expected de lah~
this time dun aeroplane me, make sure u treat me makan... wahaha~ this is not about makan, but sincerity, ok? wahahaha~
nowadays practicing keyboard...
yeah... can sendiri main sendiri nyanyi pula...
Monday, March 10, 2008
Friday, March 7, 2008
I've started to put pictures into my blog...
So... I choose to put my best friend in PJ as priority, the first to kick start...
I think many people (especially Muarian) will be very curious who is the one mixing with Fan Ya Fu and who dare to be his groupmates... And perhaps you wanna know who always limteh and makan with me...
Haha~ these 4 people are my closest friend here... my comrade as well...
It took one year time before 5 of us get together...
Yes, I can proudly say that they are the best...
As we already achieve one mission-quite-impossible in last year's exam...
Haha~ this is what I really feel proud!
Who says that you can only score with good english?
Who says that others don't have good ideas?
Who says that this and that must be rejected?
Who are you and who you are to make such a statement?
Together, we excel~
I'm sure we can achieve a lot more in the final year...
Although we are not REAL brothers and sisters but our relationship is not less than REAL brothers and sisters...
Perhaps there's time of difficulties. but there is nothing we can't fix...
This is not an ability, but this is a spirit~! A team spirit~!
My friends, you rocks...
Thursday, March 6, 2008
I don't know how to start this letter... But what has happened to you?
You've been having insomnia for so long... I know there's something in your mind...
You are not looking well~ Like unhappy... What has happened to you?
Let me tell you something... Go slow... Go soft... Go back to the original you...
Since this year, you've been attacking ppl...
Yes, indeed, they may be doing something wrong, to others or to you...
but, so what? that is what they did, not what you should do~
you are not such ppl, you knew it...
I know you can be very evil very bad very offensive... so?
you wish to be like that?
keep it back... this is not what you've learn...
how are you going to face your parents? your family? your friends? your students? all those who treat you like father, brothers, sisters, teacher, role model...
I know there are times of difficulties... I know you've been suffering so much...
Please remember one thing... Ri jiu jian ren xin... You will know who a person is, when you know him longer and deeper...
Control your temper, you've been losing it for quite a long time... Control it, dun let it control you! Control your hatred, dun let it control you! I believe you can do it...
Don't you ever forget those who loves you, who really cares for you... ah~ there's many type of people in this world... sometimes what they did is also not what they want... you must, must forgive others... MUST! This is what you are being taught to do...
See, people worrying for you... they know you are sad... You are so bad... make people worry... aiks~ you want them to worry for how long? I don't know your answer... you should know it yourself....
Hey! There's lots of difficulties in front of you! And challenges...
I know you have a very clear vision ahead... you're leaving this place very soon... very very soon... just spend the rest of the time wisely, help more people that you can help... give them the encouragement they need... AT LEAST, THEY CAN SURVIVE IN THIS SOCIETY!~ THEY CAN SEE THROUGH THIS WORLD... THEY CAN UNDERSTAND...
i know you can do it... you will be alright...
i know you are a human being, you also have weak time...
be strong... you are just off track for 3 months... come back... spend some time to chill down...
talk more to your old friends, they'll bring you back to where you belong to... coz they know you, they trust you, they understand your behavior...
Lastly, drink more water and rest earlier... you always ask others to do so...
but you ler?
alright~ i shall let you rest for tonight after listen me nagging...
take care... i love you, and please spread the good deeds and love around you...
Impossible is nothing... you will be alright soon...
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
I juz randomly choose some question that they answer in an interview of malaysiakini.com
Will you support the idea of abolishing the New Economic Policy (NEP)?
Chew: I thought the NEP has already ended. The most important thing is that we must make sure that [...] you can actually help one particular race but in the expense of the other race. Everybody must be given a chance to have their own business and work together to create a win-win situation.
Pua: Absolutely. We believe that the NEP as it stands today favours the rich, wealthy and influential particularly from the bumiputra community. It does not benefit the bulk majority of the bumiputras as well as the non-bumiputras in this country. So inequality in the country has been increasing rapidly and only with opposition and it's replacement with a policy that focuses on merit and needs, will the equality be reduced.
WHAT THE HELL IS MRS. GU, OPS... IS MS. CHEW THINKING? I THINK WE NEED TO SEND HER BACK TO SCHOOL~!~!
Will you support that Petronas' accounts be made public?
Chew: I thought they already have their annual report. I thought the annual report is actually the accounts for (listed) companies to disclose to everybody.
Pua: Absolutely. I think it is important because Petronas controls a huge amount of wealth of the nation. Oil resource of the country belongs to the people and Petronas being the agent that manages the oil wealth of the country must be transparent for the people in order to show that the money has been invested and reinvested and distributed fairly
WALAUEH~ YOU ARE REALLY THAT DUMB? THAT'S WHY YOU KENA MR. COW CHEAT LAH~ DUN BE SO STUPID LA... YOU THINK YOU CAN CONTROL MR COW? HE SURE WILL CREATE ALLIANCE AND REBEL... BY THEN YOU WILL REGRET!
Ok ok... these few days i am always joining to listen to Tony's Ceramah... So if you want to find me during night time, find me at his Ceramah~
Anyway, I must make clear that I don't support any party... I juz admire this guy Mr. Tony Pua Kiam Wee so muchhhhhhhhh~!~!~!